Taking each day, second by second, after the loss of my mother
“Ain’t no Sunshine” Today is her birthday. She would have been 62. 62… so many more years ahead of her. I woke up this morning, the hardest day of the week anyway and it’s her birthday. As I opened my eyes, the pain hit and I whispered, “Happy Birthday, Mama”. I’m not sure what else […]
“I’ll Be Seeing You” I’ll be seeing you In all the old familiar places That this heart of mine embraces All day through In that small cafe The park across the way The children’s carosel The chestnut trees The wishin’ well I’ll be seeing you In every lovely summer’s day In everything that’s light […]
“Harden My Heart” I have decided that I am no longer going to be discussing work so specifically. I will probably go make those blogs private. They should just be for me. I have battled back and forth on whether I should do this or not and the reason for the battle is that […]
It’s the night before Easter. Easter was more of a relaxed day for us. It’s always been just me my mom and brother, and every once in a while, my sister, Nichole. More often than not though, just me and my mom with an appearance by brother. This Easter, of course is different. Last year, […]
It’s been a year. I’m still in shock and disbelief that this has happened. That I have let this happen. I have never felt so alone. I have no one.
“I’m here without you babyBut you’re still on my lonely mind.I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time.I’m here without you babyBut you’re still with me in my dreamsAnd tonight girl, it’s only you and me” 3 Doors Down. Partial lyrics to “Here Without You.” Google, https://www.google.com/search?client=firefox-b-1-d&q=here+without+you+lyrics. Right now, I […]
