“Both Sides Now” For my Louie Monster. I thought I could do this. Talk about him but it’s too fresh. Too on the surface. This song is for him.
“Over You” 1:58 a.m. 29 March 2018 I lost my best friend. My everything. My mom. The past four years have seemed to fly by. Everything continues to move while you feel as if you are standing still. I am stuck back in March of 2018 when everything for me stopped. I replay every moment. […]
“evermore” This will be the fourth Christmas without my mom. Everything changes when you lose someone and that is really different from person to person. Some can pick up and move on and live life and there isn’t anything wrong with that. Some don’t and I am a firm believer that there isn’t anything wrong […]
“This Is Me Trying” I almost feel like it’s cliche to say that it seems that Taylor Swift can see into our souls and because of that we feel like so many of her songs are written with us in mind. I think that is just due to her talent in pulling from her own […]
“My Whole World Ended (The Moment You Left Me)” I have moments of clarity. Moments where I feel like things will be okay. Small glimpses of truth and understanding. Seconds, where I let myself think that I don’t shoulder all of the blame and responsibility for what happened. Others played their part. Pieces of time […]
“Never My Love” I am sitting here, trying to decide what to say. My heart hurts. Sadness is deep within me. Every part of me. It’s in my bones. In my soul. During this pandemic, I have been fortunate to continue to work, just from home. It’s been a blessing in disguise. Most people have […]
“Away, I’d rather sail away Like a swan that’s here and gone A man gets tied up to the ground He gives the world its saddest sound It’s saddest sound” “El Condor Pasa (If I could)” Sunday was 2 years. The longest, the slowest, the most horrible two years of my life. Of all the […]