“Blank Space”

It’s been a while since I have posted anything.  It doesn’t matter, I suppose… who is listening? Who is reading my words, feeling my sadness?  I want to try and help someone, try to help myself… Who even sees me now? I know I have blocked several people off… but I can see through you.  I know you say you are there but in all actuality, you won’t be.  The world moves on without you.  The earth keeps spinning.  People forget and move on while your stuck inside your depression and grief.  Maybe people get tired of trying or it’s just too much work and in the end not worth the effort.